You know how life all gets turned up side down then straightens its self out but things are still messed up?

                           Well, the last few months have been like that. Me and my Ex #1  broke up two or three months ago and he got pulled into another relationship with a girl but he didn't really like her, she cheated on him and they broke up within the first couple weeks they were going out. I was depressed that he went out wit her, i wanted to hurt him so bad and i wanted to get back with him after my golf season was over but I was confused and didnt know what I wanted to do with with my life. After my golf season was over I was still so confused and didn't know what to do. So, I decided to go out with someone else, we had a good time for the first couple days we were together but things started to go downhill the second week we were together and I did things that I shouldn't of done now I hate myself for doing them after the first week, but... we broke up within just two weeks.

I told My Ex #1 what happened I what I did with My Ex #2... He cried, pleaded, and asked me, " Why, Why did you do this to me and yourself, and you didn't like it... Why did you do it and I still loved you...."

And then My Ex #1 wanted to fight and kill My Ex #2 at first I told him I don't care go ahead and fight, but when the day came around for the fight to happen, I stopped My Ex #1 and his gang of friends from fighting My Ex #2.........After that day everything changed and was different..........

My Ex #2 I believe likes or is in a relationship with this girl that i completely don't like and messes up every relationship she can and sits at the lunch table that I sit at with her too and it's pissing me off so damn bad. Life is a bitch sometimes but you have to deal with it I guess... So, I told him to sit at her table with her and her friends, but... a couple days they are back at my table sitting all close to eachother... "Bullshit....", I think to myself.... So, everyday i walk around and talk to other friends a got at lunch praying that she would leave but she never does so I just said forget it I just have t deal with it and I went back to the seat right next to my best friend who definately hates her.....

{Me and my best friend call her The W.H.O.R.E. or The Horror}

Then, The Horror tries to become friends with me, tries to fix things things with me and her and also calls herself a good person towards others and relationships and shit like that on facebook and I was like, " HEEEELLLLL NAW!!...... I AIN'T NEVA GONA B FRIENDS WITH U NOR STAND U..."

My Ex #2 after we have been broken up for a couple of days and has been messing with The Horror, starts to try to hug me in stuff at lunch and in the hallway at the end and the beginning of the day for a couple of days then, today I just ignored him and he stopped following me to get a hug. I was soooooooooooo thankful to God that he didnt keep following me to get a hug!!!!!!!

BUT!!! ^_^

In the meantime, before and right after I broke up with My Ex #2 I started talking back with My Ex #1. Me and Ex #1 had been going out for almost three years, even when I was dating or going out with My Ex #2 I still thought, loved, and cared about Ex #1.

So, today I was talking to My Ex #1 and had a very, very interesting conversation and then he asked me, " Will we ever go back out?", and I said, " I believe so...". Then My Ex #1 asked me the question........, " Will you go back out with me?......" I said, " Ok, cause I won't let you go again." But. then he was like, " Maybe we should wait for a little while longer........"

Rite now, every thing in my life is perfect. Me and my boyfriend are getting along perfectly, it is like me and him are unsepratable again!!!! I am sooooo happi!!!  I got a new best friend and my best friends boyfriend is best friends wit my boyfriend!!! I went to my best friends birthday party and had alot of fun!!! It was at the swimming pool but it was coo and tight!!!  For a second I was upset that my best friends boyfriend didn't come cause she relli wantd him to come to her parti and he never came.  He got her this big teddy bear too.  She was veri upset. , But I hope she had a fun time at her parti and I hope her boyfriend calls her.  Me and my boyfriend had alot of fun at the party together.  My boyfriend was there to so  basicly all my peoplz that I know where there. I love my boyfriend alot I hope and wish one day he would want to get married to me and have kids!!!